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Sometimes i really doubt the capacity of my brain -.-
Anyway! i think i remember the renci charity hotline thing most! It was so so so so so much fun! We just had calls that kept coming in non stop, and before be could transfer all the details onto the donation audit form another call comes ringing~~ It was just hours and hours of adrenaline rush! It went something like this:
"Hi, good evening, thank you for calling ren ci charity hotline. This is shi yan speaking, how may i address you?" and then the whole thing continues with their full name, nric, contact no, amount donating, mode of payment (I LOVED TAKING DOWN ALL THE CREDIT CARD N
The most heartwarming thing was of course, getting to interact with all these kind and generous people in society, making me realise how generous singaporeans are. the most calls i received was from jurong west/east, and no, these people don't live in landed properties, most of the donations came from people who lived in HDBs. but the amounts they were willing to fork out was just ... i dunno how to put it.
Well i think the thing i did best was to thank them so much at the end of the calls. I was like "thank you so much! thank you thank you!" hahaha. there was even this call that my aunt picked up with the woman saying "don't need to thank me, your job is to pick up the next call and the subsequent calls, hurry up hang up the phone" HAHAHAHA :D oh my so touching right! ((: It was such a heartwarming experience <3
okay i think that's all i'd be posting for now. many other things happened throughout these two weeks, but i can't seem to remember -.- I'm currently starvinggggggg--LUNCH!!
shiyan<3
Time flies~
Tomorrow's 16th SLCOT's first GM. A year has flown past and it really seems like yesterday when we were all sitting in the room playing ice breakers haha (: I remember kayhian and junwei were next to me! And i was feeling weird but high at the same time haha :D Oh man, i hope our juniors would have as much fun as we did! I FEEL OLD. oh wells~ Hwachong it is tomorrow again(: And 15th SLC OT WHOO <33
Although it isn't very fun, i have finally experienced the taste of washing my own clothes/dishes warming up food (for my bro) haha. It's been raining so much i didn't have to water the plants in the garden yet. good thing. I THINK i'm pretty independent! xD
I'm looking forward to tomorrow and SUNDAY :D yayness. but when i'm busy during the weekends, we have tonnes of homework omg -.- last week i was SOFREE. boo.
okay stop wasting time shiyan!
-don't be scared! (:-
loves, hugs, and kisses,
your (dearest) sister! <3
After thinking for days and nights and being all TROUBLED... I HAVE FINALLY DECIDED. and i'm not going to regret my decision cause i'll just make the best out of it. I know i will feel very very sad, but i guess it's just a give and take. I can't have the best of both worlds right?
Just a night ago my decision was completely different from this. Frankly I don't know what made me decide on this. Gut feeling? yes. and not everyone gets such a chance anyway. but i know...
I will feel left out. Ah wells, i'm sure there's something to gain from the other as well, so...i will just live with my decision and yes, MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT.
the last time i told myself this was hmmm... when i was put into logs for slc? HAHAHA :D okay whoohoo i'm finally decided. And i feel so light now yay (: BE HAPPY FOR ME :D
shiyan
- Mood:
calm
I've been sleeping quite a bit but i've no idea why i still feel so tired in class. sigh! Anyway, i shall cast the boring things aside and look forward to one thing:
nymd sec one auditions! :D
I realised CCA's the only thing i look forward to the whole week i'm at school -besides the fact that we're quite screwed up with our choreography- :(
Sigh this is so incoherent! I shall just end this off haha.
-shiyan-
p.s. BYE JIE! Have a good flight back to london and hope you don't freeze to death when you get back there haha :D Oh did i mention? The three of us went out for dinner on thurs! Burnt a big hole in her pocket hoho :D
Quotes from my sis' blog:
"My brother is transferring to hc, and has been training with the track team there. so he has been adapting to the new culture/friends/way of life. after all the hc culture is vastly different from acsi.
.....
He knows what 'niao' means. my sis: 'so boy do you know what niao is now?' me: 'for example, they will say things like, weisheng is so short.' brother: 'no! niao normally refers to indirect insults! for example, whoa the ceiling so low! maybe this time weisheng will hit his head!'"
HAHA seriously, we all have this common problem: BEING SHORT. sianz
Omgoodness i can't believe how lame i am. This was a random inspiration i had during our mini meeting at poolside just now LOL :D
Doing it on Photoshop just now just reminded me of SLC!!
CHUAN JO ELE I HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS HAHA :D
We should have a NY tee! What do you guys think? hahahah :D
It's the last day (hour) of the year, but i don't feel anything. No burning aspirations, nothing much.. Just mundane. I can probably blame it on the fact that i'm _ _ _-ing haha, in which it caused me to embarrass myself just now at pn's house!!
Had a quite pathetic ot gathering with only 8 people just now haha. It was relaxing and just great company. (: though we did nothing much, but its still the company that feels really good ((: I miss the times!
And this brings me to my next point... what have i exactly done this year?
Invest
OM--crazzzzyy
Mother's Day
CSM
SYFFFF! <33 (and all the performances we went through this year! Orientation, Cluster 6, NY glitters, Inspire, Esperanza, iHope, FOA, etc etc etc!)
15SLC!
Sap seminar
Sap exhibition
MOL debates
National Day activity
Red White daze-zomg
Teachers day!
Aug camp
Presidential elections
Welcoming Mr Hu
Taiwan GCP!
Dec Camp
Well the three most major things i'll remember of the year 2009 is SYF, 15SLC!!, and OM zomg. I can't believe i actually survived these three major things :D All the stuff i committed myself to this year proved to be satisfying (: Not everything turned out well, but i learnt a lot. I had a lot a lot of fun, a lot a lot of laughter and a lot a lot of tears too haha (: I remember feeling stressed out, but i also remember the great sense of satisfaction i felt after everything ((: I survived! Though my academics went up and down hill throughout the year, i can proudly say that my msg is still quite surviving. :D
This year wasn't easy. But before i start thanking people, I want to apologize to my classmates whom i've completely neglected almost the entire year >< I promise to be a better classmate next year, and promise to spend more time with you guys. Thanks everyone who helped me throughout the year! Especially those who were willing to listen to me rant and complain(: you guys have been the greatest friends everr (: Would have pulled my hair out a long time ago had i not have you guys to turn to. Really, really, thank you so much (:
And to my parents, i must say i haven't exactly been very well behaved this year. Sorry for taking it out on you guys when i'm stressed, getting all grumpy and frustrated haha. PLUS, i went through my kinda rebellious period this year, so i must admit i've been a rather tough child hahaha. IT'LL GET BETTER :D
So what do I aim to do better next year!
1) WRITE WITH BETTER HANDWRITING! Omgoodness my handwriting is getting from bad to worse
2) MAKE TIME NO MATTER WHAT TO MUG! I must strive to get pro msg hahaha(:
3) SPEAK BETTER CHINESE, WRITE BETTER CHINESE, DO BETTER FOR CHINESE EXAMS!
4) I MUST WATCH TV too and not kill myself hahaha(:
5) Keep my room constantly neat
6) Get to know 303 better!
7) HAVE AN AWESOME DANCE NIGHT NO MATTER WHAT(: go nymd <3
8) Last but not least, sleep more and get rid of those eyebags ><
I actually think there's more but i can't remember. But whatever it is, may 2010 be a good year(: May everyone be happy and healthy. No matter what, health is very important yepp!
2010 wouldn't be an easy year, there are bound to be obstacles, ups and downs and emotional traumas (hahaha), but we'll pull through! With an optimistic and happy mind. I shall promise myself to do my best next year, GO 2010!
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE EVERYONE, let's welcome 2010 with open arms(:
Love,
shiyan(:
p.s. STAY COOL and STRONG my (dear) sisterrr! (:
- Mood:
thoughtful
It's been a while since i last posted! Not that i didn't have the time, just didn't feel like it!
Council camp haha.
SCARY, TRAUMATISING, but satisfying? i can't explain it haha. I'm glad its over but at the same time i'm glad that we actually went through it! Was a really good experience haha.
I just got back from Malaysia! After four days of being out-of-touch from the real world, i have 60 new emails -.- Oh gosh, that's the only thing i hate after holidays. When reality sets in and you'd just have to get cracking again!
Christmas party was quite fun, had about 35 people in my house goodness D: met like relatives from all over the world, malaysia, america, england. I realise my siblings and i have been entertaining people since the age of four so yes, i can proudly say that i have finally gotten used to the large gatherings! MERRY BELATED XMAS EVERYONE <3
New year's coming, SCHOOL'S STARTING. i don't want it to start. But i know we'd all just have to face it yepp. I'm sure 2010 will be full of surprises, ups and downs, and new experiences that may be good/bad. But we'll all endure it won't we? We'll all just stay strong and happy and optimistic! :D It's gonna be a MUGGER year hahaha, i MUST make time to study i don't care! haha(:
My cousins have been here since the 18th and they're leaving on the 2nd jan :( They're so nice and funny haha! I really hope i'll be able to pack up my entire room to prepare for the next year. But i can't do it now, just have to wait first haha :D
OKAY, that's all for now, i hope i'll feel like posting before 2010 really comes!
TAKE CARE people, every single soul out there! Stay happy, stay strong and SMILE :D
THE LONG AWAITED TIME HAS COME... all the anxiety, anticipation is finally going to end. I'm frankly very very very VERY nervous but AH WELLS, i'd just have to face it.
Have been busy entertaining my counsins from london and america (LOL), the different accents are SO COOL. singlish really sounds horrible!! So yes, currently i feel VERY ill prepared for camp cause i've been eating/going out too much! might be a good thing, don't think too much (:
GO WITH AN OPEN MIND...
I'm sure we'll all survive, and it'll be a memorable camp! OUR LAST CAMP :'(
okayokay butterflies would you please stop flying about in my tummy? Just go away and let me sleep! :D
JIAYOU SHIYAN
JIAYOU COUNCIL
I'm sure we'll make it through.
"with every step, we climb a mountain higher"
SHIYAN (:
p.s. Happy birthday brother (in advance). i'm sorry i'll miss half of your birthday this year! (i missed my sis' one last year cause of council camp too hahaha)
May you appreciate our (my) gift and be as retarded as ever hahaha (: you're seriously, SUPER retarded. Mug hard in london and don't forget to do something for me on my birthday too (although you won't be here, but surprises are welcome ^^) Hoho.
To huihan who is overseas, i wanted to post HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you (yesterday) too! But i was lazy haha xP so anyway, happy birthday monkey/crabby friend :D
Birthdays are such joyous occasions :D I realise i love giving people stuff, that's if if i can find something nice! I still owe batchmates TONNES of presents D: oh wells.
HELLO school tomorrow again~ haha
<3 shiyan
BODY WORLDS is so damn cool. Yes. That's all i can say. It's so friggin amazing how they do the what do you call it again? (gosh i forgot zz) plasticine something. AH freak i have such lousy memory. Gah i just know they use gas heat and light! hahaha. The blood vessels, the muscles, the EYEBALLS (hi.xD) the nervous system, the digestive system, the heart, the BRAIN. goodness everything was just so awesome!! Our body is indeed a marvelous art piece... Not to mention the gigantic HORSE and SQIUID and GIRAFFE! totally amazing la haha (: And yes, we learnt some interesting new things LOL: apparently maintaining an active sex life as you grow old can lengthen your life by about 8years!! so interesting right. and yeahhh stress and lack of sleep will cause ageinggggggg. HAISH!!
After wasting a lot a lot of time lol, finally ate dinner! Then had to make two round to the toilet -.- and we FINALLY got into the theatre. Yay.
NEW MOON. Hmmm i wouldn't say it's very very nice. It was OKAY. Maybe because ive read the book and stuff? Don't know! Was kinda boring cause i knew the story already. But still, the animation was quite cool(: Sat for so long until my butt hurt like crap! haha.
Now, i officially annouce that:
I HAVE BURNT A HUGE HOLE IN MY POCKET >:(
but AH WELLs, i had fun :D and i haven't had fun much the whole year so!! I shall just start saving money again, from now onwards yeahh. (join me in my quest (: )
- Mood:
satisfied
Anyway, my life after coming back from taiwan has just been about cca, council, nyaa at red cross and holiday homework... We have finally decided on our concert's name! after SO SO SO much deliberation (poor chermain!) haha. So today was CCA and precamp cheering. Shan't say much about it, it was just, VERY TIRING... and i'm super tired now haha. Sorry for making you skip lunch today chermain! Shouldn't have set it so early lol. I came back home and gobbled what, 2 portions of dinner?! Urgh i'm such a gross pig!!
I'm very scared for camp >:( very very >< hmphhh. but oh wells, shall just go with an open mind yea! things to look forward to!
1) I"M FINALLY GOING OUT TOMORROW to watch 2012!
2) I'M GONNA WATCH NEW MOON AFT CCA ON FRIDAY :D
3) CHRISTMAS PARTY AT RED CROSS HOME FOR THE DISABLED (havent had the 'feel' to post about this! have been to rchd many times since i've come back from taiwan haha. and everytime we go, it's just SO heartwrenching >:( )
4) MY SISTER'S COMING HOME !! :D
5) COUSINS COMING FROM LONDON, XMAS PARTY WITH ABOUT 30 PPLE COMING?! :D
6) AFT COUNCIL CAMP I'M GOING FOR A SHORT 3 day HOLIDAY TO MALAYSIA. like with my sis too haha :D
okay that's it for now lol. i really want to sleep!
<3 shiyan
Finally get the chance to use the computer. Am currently in the Fudan high school's library! Life's been good and relaxing here, have been eating GOOD FOOD and meeting realyl really really nice Taiwan buddies! They are really so so awesome i really don't want to leave today )): The only minus point is that their school hours are from 8am to 8pm. So freaky isn't it. Wouldn't survive if i were to study here either haha.
Coming to Taiwan with friends is certainly a really good experience! We're given almost complete freedom by the teachers, getting free time to walk around areas we're totally foreign with. Have gotten closer to my classmates (i hope!). Especially Natalie, (but she's emigrating next year)): )Anyhow, i shall treasure the fun and relaxed life here. Am not looking forward to going to singapore and taking the horrible plane and puking all over again ):
OKAY, i shall go now. Hope everyone's having fun in the various places theyve gone for GCP, and to those who are staying in Singapore, do try to have fun at work! (HAHA)
miss me,
shiyan :D
- Mood: cheerful
anyway, guess WHO i'm talking about (: Watch the news people, read the newspapers! Felt really really really honoured today. My hand is super precious now, didn't want to wash it, but i had to bathe anyway o.o
Well the scene was really dramatic haha. It's really like in the tv shows when all the media and paparazzi come to push you aside and nudge you just to get good pictures -.- it was kinda funny!! And really, a once in a lifetime experience! People were standing on the overhead bridge desperately trying to get a good view lol. I'm very proud of zhiting and rachael. They really just did their parts flawlessly goodness. And alicia is really hilarious haha ((: very amusing xD All in all, I swear I'll never forget this day, never ever. And if i ever have children i'm going to boast about this haha ((:
Taiwan in about 32h. I don't feel excited suddenly i have no idea why! Maybe all my excitement went down the drain after this morning's experience. HAHA. I've packed! FINALLY. after slacking around for 2h after i got home,my self discipline part of me kicked in and i completed packing in 1h LOL. (self discipline HINT HINT!! ahem, haha) I hope i don't forget anything, or it shall be such a pain. And i really hope i'll not be SO LUCKY (sarcasm intended) as to see RED once i go there. i really think it'll happen but, i pray that it'll not!
Bon voyage to me, i hope i''ll not puke on the plane!! ))): And feeling sick on the plane really sucks, esp when i don't have my mum to help me like distract me from my suffering by like letting me lie on her lap! URGH howwww. I'm pretty scared of getting onto the plane. Hope i get strong motion sickness pills and other stuff that will kick motion sickness away! To Weimin, i know you empathise! But you must be overseas in shanghai already, so JIAYOU <3
I'm going to spend the rest of the day watching tv (i've been doing so since 12 while packing) lol. I think i'll defintely be home sick on the first night in taiwan but subsequently i bet i won't even want to come home heehee. Anyhow, happy holidays everyone, and don't miss me :D I'll be back on the 29th!
Love,
shiyan <3
- Mood:
indescribable
I have spoken chiense everyday of this week. In proper form. Erm, actually in very expressive form. HAHA. goodness gracious, the way we prepare is so scary haha. But it's been fun slacking around in school too, stoning in the air con heritage room and all (: And yes, i have gotten to know this interesting person these four days i've spent in school. HAHA. she's so interesting that i just can't describe it haha. And! i just realised, i have accepted numerous people as my lj friend without even knowing who they are LOL xD but don't get me wrong, not that i don't agree to being your lj friend HAHA, i just really didn't know! (If you're reading this, i'm sure you know what i've been talking about haha)
It feels a litle surreal that i'd be leaving for Taiwan on Saturday. Maybe all that's been on my mind is this major thing tomorrow. I haven't exactly packed, and i really really don't feel like doing so o.o never liked packing, or worse, UNPACKING zzz. I hope taiwan will be FUN, i'm 80% sure it will be xD Today i bought 5 Nanyang Bears to give my buddies in Taiwan, they are SO LOVELY ((:
Here's some pics from logs outing! <3
you know, i actually look TALL here xD who thinks so? :D Whee i love this pic. Poor chuan dropped her camera!
HAHA we were hiding from the guys lol. T
PSG appreciation dinner! Had a kids table and zihighed like crazy. Embarrassed myself in front of p, vp, deans and teachers LOL.
That's it for now. LIWEN I WANT THE PICS FROM CLASS OUTING!
better go pack soooon,
shiyan <3
Just want to do a quick post--
Sat was CLASS PARTY, oh it was SO DAMN FUN goodness. one of the FUNNEST gatherings EVER <33 i want more stuff like this so i can get more pictures with the class! (did i mention i totally don't have single picture with any classmates in SCHOOL UNIFORM?! oh man so sad ): i'm just always NOT THERE)
Monday
CCA, dragged out of CCA, movie "My Girlfriend is an Agent" with tammie and shanping. FUNNNNY SHOW!!! and hahah i think we laughed too loud.
At night- did gcp stuff from like 8 to 12?! omgoodness i have quite a pathetic life haha.
Today
TUITION FOR THREE AND A HALF HOURS. RUSHED in a taxi to school. Left around 4 plus. Went to watch movie "Coraline" with LOGGGIESSSS :D spammed pictures (at least the girls) and had a great dinner. Outings with loggies are never boring, yay(:
Tomorrow.
HAve to be in school by 730. which reminds me, why am i not sleeping?! okay gdnighte.
URGH i'm a little frustrated today oh welllll.
IT'S OVER. the long awaited time has come! I HAVE NOW OFFICIALLY HALF THE LOAD TAKE
TODAY:
First began with having to wake up at 5.30am (half an hour earlier than usual!) cause my dad's overseas (yes, he's always overseas at the wrong timeee ><) haha. Okay, so took the bus, met weimin on 151 opp kap and yes got to school earlier than 7 thankfully. Met the 'singers' and the 'actors' and then we rehearsed. THANK GOODNESS rehearsal went well and wasn't as screwed up as the day before. Yup, i must think Min Hui of AV omgosh, she's so poor thing ): every morn have to come for our rehearsals! okay so yes, rehearsals went well then had to rush to help rachael do the friday prize giving duty stuff. we are really shorthanded, really really. anywayyy yes, chermain was there to help too! (:
Then, P.E. reps had to (unfortunately) clean the pe storeroom. So, having coughed like crazy the past night, i coughed even more when inhaled all the dust in the room lol. anyway yes we did bring out all the p.e. equipment and manually counted them lol. made a new friend HAHA. felt super odd cause i was the only one from a performing arts cca as p.e rep? yes lol.
Went back to class (: Received report book. Was really touched cause classmates accounted for my departure and helped me out with a lot of things haha. they've become so accustomed to my sudden disappearings ): anyway! report book~ it was probably the only time i felt like my sec three year was finally ending.
Level closure. not very significant cause they overran the sec two's level closure so ours had to be rushed so that the sec fours could have more time. Not bad though, i love our Level Directorrrrrrrrrrr <3
Begins the craziest part of the day--went to the hall to meet singers. Had to account for missing sec fours cause of level closure. Then had to practice speech with ms teng. I swear almost 20 people were calling and asking me what they should be doing. there was this period i really wanted to just sit on the floor and give up hahahaa. but duh i didn't, how could i lol. Oh! Thanks for the pipagao sweets ms teng ((: Really appreciate it! and! for reminding me to drink water :') so after all the freaking out haha the programme started. yep so i was pretty much going nuts backstage and it was certainly a traumatising but a good experience up there delivering a speech in front of the school D: not the best i could do but i tried! (: Then it was the nysl item. omgosh i'm so glad it went well! Thanks Le Ting and ZhiTing for singing so nicely with the harmony at the end and all AND xiaoen, abigail and all the other actors and singers for doing such a great job! :D really love you guysss for volunteering and all (; Yep skipping all the traumatising encounters when i kept having to hear my name over and over again in weird forms HAHA, everything finally ended (:
Then i got an sms from ms teng to meet her, haha and lame me thought i had something to do again (: But nope! turned out mdmlee and msteng were there to ask me if i was okay and if i could turn up for the grad cere. They are super super super nice and caring omg i felt so touched (: [a little sidetrack--many other teachers asked me if i was okay too! hahaha apparently almost the whole comm of the sec four grad cere knew i was sick LOL? so yea, thanks all teachers for asking, you guys are realyl really caringg :') Esp lin wan zhen lao shi! Who only just got to know me because of the taiwan gcp trip--her smses to me are really so thoughtful-i just received another just now! (: All in all i feel super loved, and really thank youuu teachers]
Sidetrack again--thanks for all the smses of concern from friends/classmates as well! :D I think i received almost 20 yest from many people! Thank youuu all reallly. <3 And OT! sorry i couldn't go yest. Thanks for the malaysia gifts BEARR, so thoughtful of guys to buy us, girls, gifts haha(:
Okay then grad cere! The blazer was really really hot. And i was really really really bored backstage omgoodness. Hahaha me and tessa were like "this is the test of our endurance" AND "self entertainment". it's like your only window is between the backstage curtains? and you can do nothing but listen to the stuff going on. haha. but me and tessa entertained ourselves well. talking about lame stuff, lame lame lame stuff. Glad to be working with her more next yearr yeaa :D Okay so basically i had to appear like another billion times or something before finally i didn't need to anymore haha (: Good experience again i guess.
After everything ended, went to steal food hoho xD from the aweomse caterers. then decided to head home and then something funny happened LOL. yes. then erm i decided i didn't want to take sally's father's car home so yes, i forced her to take the bus with me (even though i had almost a thousand things in to carry). On the bus we were practically zihighing like nobody's business. i was really happy that i've gotten over this week and she was just high about something else totally stupid and lame and omg i still can't believe it lol. Okay that sums my day. OH no that wasn't the end.
Came home my TUITION teachers called -.- to arrange tuition for the lesson that i've missed. she's leaving soon so she's going to have to wrap up lessons >< SO. i'm going to have tuition from 9-12,30 on tues? crazy but urgh i just want to get it over so that i don't have to have tuition on another day. yep.
Kay that's it. My reflections will be in the next post! This post is far TOO Long. goodness (: I wonder if anyone read till here. oh wells,
shiyan<3
- Mood: happy
Today was one of the rare days i decided to leave for home before school ended. Slept like a pig haha. But couldn't sleep too well cause there were also !@#$$%$$@!##$% things on my mind :s
Before perf we reheased about twice and omg i swear i almost puked >< thankfully i only felt sick AFTER rehearsing/performing and not during, if not it'll be so terrible. Experience on stage was scaryyy, and i was really dancing for my life lol. Never thought that it will be so torturous to dance while you're sick.
Anyhow, it's over and i'm glad (:
I'm going to miss the drama fest finals today! and OT is goinggg!! like 20+ OT pple omg )): )): )): why do i always miss the best things!!! and i bought a ticket already, which is going to gary haha. SO SAD LAH ):
I currently feel very very lousy about something. very very lousyyyy hais. but nothing can be done to it already, just hope that they'll understand cause we really really really tried our best given just one night to complete it :/
Tomorrow's the last day of school. Although i have been wishing for school to end quicker, now i somehow don't want it to end. Reflections will come tomorrow! This year has been a roller coaster ride, UPs and DOWNs. I actually regret quite a lot of things, like despite the last day of school being tomorrow, i have only got much closer to 1/4 of my class? which is a very sad thing, but i'm glad i still have one more year to try to get closer to them (: i had better treasure that one yearrr! putting myself into the shoes of the secfours this year, i really can't imagine myself graduating and leaving nanyang. it's just so scary!
Regrets aside, this year has been rather (if not very) accomplishing too. I think i stretched myself in almost every way it can go, and right now i can't wait to give myself a break. emotional roller coasters, stress roller coasters, expectations roller coasters, friendship roller coasters, academic roller coasters, so on and so forth. But afterall, everything turned out okay and i'm quite proud of myself. I have got to know many people, many people who have helped me along the way and who have given me all the support (: I'll elaborate more when i do reflections tomorrow or something :D
Right now, i just hope everything goes well tomorrow!
- Mood: contemplative
Two more days to go, you can do it.
With an inflamed throat and a throbbing head, i will and MUST live through the next two days. As much as wish i could forsake and escape the things which are thrown at me, i will take it in my stride! Not like i'm given a choice haha. but, OH WELL.
GAMBATE.
I MANAGED TO PULL LA AND CHINESE UP O
So basically today was a happy day ^^, although cca was a killer and now my throat's dying and my head's spinning like crazzy. i want to sleeep now ):
